Limbo

Have you ever had the feeling of being stuck in the middle? You know that monkey in the middle game? Well I have, and I am.
I'm stuck in the limbo field of what to believe. I know he is there. My heart and brain re fighting each other on what is right. I have read books, read journals, watched documentaries and publications but I still can't grasp it. How do I just magically have faith? It surely doesn't happen over night.
I have a feeling I'll write more blogs on spirituality, existence, and the truth. I'm at the point where I'm seeking to understand I'm not beating anyones religion up, I'm simply dipping my toes in the water to see where the water is most comfortable.
Stayed tuned to more blogs on my journey, my inqusitive journey thru all those different religions and pratices.